can't believe it! i din use the comp for almost 1wk plus already!
but actually i play cheat lah
use my bro iphone to watch abit of vid,
but can't watch much also since its blur.
finally beat his Bejeweled score, got a feel of success. LOL

had a few fun times at Sy recently ,
went to her hse with wx one day , met his granddad.
he is quite cute. hahas and i learn alot of hokkien there, so fun .
then Sunday bake cake at her hse and did POA at her hse ,
our cake turn out to be nice :D
another success bahh !
at least my dad comment say it taste like we bought it from outside. WhoooTS
today Highjump , stupid ! can't jump over 110.
urhh, i really wanna to try again lah!
but sadly next wk is running session already . :(
finally we confess everything today ,
dk what things will turn out to be .
just hope everything will become btr bahhh ,

Whoo, NY is damn fast this year .
just back to SG today ,
hmm nth much at there,
played mahjong and poker
learn a new game of poker super exciting.
makes a scream , cox it will either let you win alot of lose really alot
my bro bought an iphone!
urhh , i also wanna to go buy lah
damn nice, lots of nice application
i at there still can watch leeteuk vid. LOL
but abit only cox its slow loading
bad experience with dog.
which i dont wanna to say it here,
i just learn that , never be too close with a dog. ZZZZ

Just went down to get 2 box of cookies.
thanks msw! :D
but sadly , currently i can only use eye power to look at those good food.
but nvm, mom have bought me cakes.
going to receive it for the next few mins time!

p.s. thanks friends who gave me stuff today ! Loveyou :D

Find it in the rubbish bin.
it will now always be there,
no matter what , thats what i promised myself.
i will never pick up that T- anymore.
yes,
it should have been there for as long as it shld be.

ZZZ . so irritating ,
coughing nonstop .
i think i will muscles on my stomach soon . hahahs
sad, why must i be sick now ?
its CNY . where you drink and eat like nobody business.
and now ?
i have to go back Msia , refraining myself to be eating or drinking things i shldnt take.
so terrible !
i felt that classroom is filled with germs
since it is air-conditioner and we have lots of ppl coughing nonstop.
dont feel like going to sch tml ,
but i have no choice.
they aren't taking me to see doctor so i dont have MC .
but i will not go to band , if not it might take my life. hahas okay lah not so serious
but just feel uncomfortable being there.
know my MT test mark . walao so lousy .
51/75 ! its not even A !
that means that Mz and Jl are so good in Chi lor . since they scored an A last year for the same paper.
but i m kinda happy that my compo got good result.
40/50 ! first time, hahas because it's half a true story abt baking cakes and stuff.
so, true story are still better to write out as you would understand and elaborate the feelings more.
today is a slack day ,
i dont feel like doing anything at all!
sleeping and watching vids then taking in useless med,
whoohoo, PJM got new show . hahahs
what HumanTheatre now , shall now watch it and comment it next time.
URM , im still kinda interested in him one. LOL
but idk why once i see him in the show i feel like laughing
cox his appearance.. hahas dk what to comment
but seeing his acting makes me feel like laughing.
shall go watch show now!

urhh! i wanna do highjump! :(
after sch went to look for teachers for highjump but all teachers were having meeting
so cant !
sadded,
lessons were so-so .
felt terrible during MT class but was btr after eating med
and so i decided to stay back for pgeo lessons .
got 2 test tml!
gotta go study already

KIMJUNSU<33
LEETEUK<33

KIMJUNSU!!!

LEETEUK!!!

hahas , me and sy le lah .

Short conver during EL Tuition.

Fuck, Sick .
used so many tissues that my nose so pain .
i have one full plastic bag of used tissue paper and i haven throw away
ahahash i know im disgusting . but i have somemore to throw.
i sneeze like dk what, tears coming out , i din even on fan when i sleep
which nearly suffocate me to death .
and i found out that i was so stupid.
i shld have on fan and dont let the fan facing me.
instead, i off fan , close door ( because listening to music ) so i nearly feel like dying.
i feel so warm but i keep sneezing.
so irritated. ZZ
having cough also .
hope i dont get fever. cox its so troublesome .
ate medicine myself . ate lots of sweet that will help .
self - healing.

Today's Amazing Race was quite fun ,
even though it is quite tiring but the games are all new to me and so its fun :)
being tall , so most of the game was nominated
so i was quite worry i will pull everybody down or what ,
but luckily i din do smth that is that bad.
mschua is crazy to even ask me to carry rongfan .
like .... LOL.
we wasnt in the first 10th place.
quite sad , but its okay .
i guess through this game we are ABIT more bonded? LOL
then din go Fareast today cox i wanna go home study
in the end...
went to eat with Sy and Wx
and we chatted for 2 and half an hour.
basically through this chat we are trying to let Wx be clear of smth .
which somehow i guess she have already quite clear already.
im happy for her, she is a good friend not a good maid .
and hope she can find back herself but not a follower everytime .
no matter what she did, we will support her that's for sure :)

today there's no lesson ,
listen to some resilience talk but we were playing with hall's sweetwrapper instead.
then we had buffet ,
hmm.. nth special . but still not bad lahh
then lesson time had to write letters to ourself
but it became most of us asking frens to write letter .
and we spend alot of time writting letters to frens.
idk why i feel so sad suddenly while writting minzhen's letter and i cried badly .
but not because i miss minzhen lahh . hahas
i wrote others first too ,
cox it suddenly remind me of sec2s life and stuff.
sec2 we also had the same activity ,
but it was so different. i sort of close with most of the ppl in my class
i walk ard asking almost all to write my card.
but now its so different,
they seems to be stranger except for my own clique.
and it has already pass 1yr and 2mths,
i kinda regret for not bonding well with my classmates though .
and suddenly i thought of gg to leave my clique and go other sch .
probably we will lost contact , just like most of the ppl does.
we can no longer
laugh and talk in class.
slack and play bingo in class.
fight and bicker in class .
asking if question will become a difficulty too .
haishh , all these will soon become memories that i dont wanna to lose.
i sort of control myself abit already
but once class was dismiss,
i went out , i saw minzhen's face again .
and started to cry again .
ahhas , idk why her face give me a sad feeling .
probably i will always miss her .
how we dont listen in PGeo class AT ALL and laughing at super lame things that no one understand us .
we invent songs and nickname all the times .
i might failed to be a good friend to them
i dont why i can't control my feelings.
my mood changes quickly which i know it was irritating .
i know i will regret next time if i dont treat them well now ,
so i have to.
no matter what , i must be able to control my feelings.
Fuck , LQP ;

on bus met a stupid woman .
Sy only accidentally knock onto her shoulder .
and wtf ? she at there making a fuss,
shouting at her saying what so rude. its painful .
its not like Sy din say sorry or bang onto her purposely .
she din see ahlian before so she come bully us izzit .
so damn angry .
she thought she was still living in some dynasty being princess ?
can't touch her at all ?
then she did better wrap herself up like a mummy or smth
so that everyone can live her far away , and she won't have to worry ppl banging onto her.

sucker!!
urhh , so sian . i feel so giddy and headache and feeling to vomit.
did badly for both test today .
almost most of the qns idk how to do .
haishh ,
me and sy approach ms lee to ask print some useful vocab words for us or grammar ws
and guess what she say ?
she call us to go buy bks ourself ,
like so wtf.
she say she can't help in vocab words and blah, so darn irritated in her class now .
end of the day stayed back to help noticeboard abit.
quite ugly . LOL but okay lah btr then nth .
was finding KimJunSu's pht which then now leading me to watch other vids.
hahas , and my one hr is gone watching vids.
his phts not very very handsome but dk why when he perform it really attracted me. :)
at least he is tall , finally . other than minho n jm , i like someone that is 180cm already.
cox Sj one mostly i like all 176++ ? yea.
okay bahh got to study abit of Chinese.

A tiring day as always :(

super sian in lesson .
no time to argue with my partner.
clit was like. super sleepy .
really sian siah ,
after tt went home , and watch vids to make me awake.
hahas , of course it does help !
thanks to leeteuk funny vid lahh , hahs
then went back to band again .
played with sec1s today .
someone was like. ZZZ , shall name the name here
but can say . everyone is so pekcek with that person
so we played games and ought to be high .
then full band. urhhh , back ache like hell .
and it was quite funny during wacko .
jiyu wanted to use my name , and i use his .
but in the end nv lah , cox he dont dare use a girl name
so in the end he change with max , hahas
all of us know whats happening only sec1s dk.
then finally band ends, and tml i still have.
haishh i super tired .
dont even have the mood to do anymore work .
sadly , i dont have headphones for psp .
meaning i will be bored during the waiting time of shinee's autograph session .
and i missed out today's high jump
totally forget abt it lah :(
SIANTOTHEMAX!

just a brief update of today because im running out of time !
i just came bak and bath finish only :( still got chem test needa to study
plus , i needa to chiong within 30mins like tt to finish it .
which i guess i wouldnt be able to do it .

had a highjump today ,
spend most of the time watching guys play /.
our pole is consider low, but i tink is quite diff already
almost sprained my ankle.
then blahhhh lessons all the way .
then , went for band .
had to leave early for tuition ,
today the sec1s come in . they have smelly legs?
cox after they came in our room is super smelly .
then after they left we have to open our windows and spray fresherner
so funny lor . hahas, but its really true .
then we leave for tuition .
chiong to there, din eat anything.
during lesson time heard Sy's stomach growl. hahahs .
then we ate Pepperlunch .
we sat there and chat and cried.
beside us was a bunch of males , got one guy keep lookin at me.
but i just can't stop , so is she.
so we chat like some ah-ma dropping tears while chatting .
and we are claim to be the
B.L Partner. hahahs , cant say the meaning here.

HAHA im so active in blog now .
had great fun at Wx house today to celebrate her bday (Advance)
we had pizzas and choco fondue ,
we played true or dare
and had great fun in " Iraq and USA War " hahahs :D
shall update phts/vids next time .

i totally fall in love with
LDH's solo - Beautiful &
LT's solo - Honey .
i couldnt stop listening and watching lt's vid!!

Hope everything will be successful later!!!
so excited that im gg to buy clothes later. hahahs :)

Is not the end of the world.
Haishh , but everything emotional is happening ard me.
im just first time encountering it.
what should i do ?
why must you cry infront me , that makes me hurt more.
i did rather not know , not hear anything about it .
in the end , i couldnt bear with my own emotions
and i let it down too .
thats because you cried.

i hate the state we are having .

HAHA. today is kinda fun i guess ?
i finally can jump high jump! LOL
actually that is only 0.8m and 1m . nth to be happy abt .
but compared to last time , yea i improved.
and it seems that tall ppl are finally useful in this sport. ahahahs .
but there is no difference for me since im a sportsnoob.
ended schh early today , went to borrow bks in MRL .
and we spend like 20mins plus at there reading . SILENTLY .
time just went pass so fast and we have to be in band room
and super sucky today .
suddenly everyone wanted Overture No.2 , i cant rmb what all of them wants
and worst still , the piece is called OvertureNo.2 but it wasnt in the library
until i call Mrwong and he find then he say the name was not this.
AS IF I KNOW!
i was rushing off already .
and Assistant not here today so i was super busy and messy.
luckily got helped from frens,
then i needa pass them score.
and Mrw gave that super unhappy face which makes me more stress
as he was waiting for me to pass it.
so i said sorry , dk if he heard it or not .
i dont really wanted to leave early today cause they are playing songs that i wanna to play .
its actually we all dont want to leave early .
its OvertureNo.2 lehh! the piece for SYF :(
but bohbian we gg to eat before tuition start so we left.
haisshh , of course he was unhappy that a grp of us is leaving .
yeapp , then off we went for our tuition .
hahas , started off funny .
dk why SY was banging her head on the wall and a angmoh (A.M) teacher saw it
then he walk pass her and talk to her.
then sy just smiling and nodding , obviously she dont understand what he was talking
so do i.
then we went in the room and keep talking abt what was he trying to say .
and we were worried that if he was our teacher , we would be dead since we dont understand
then suddenly he came in our room and said
" Is the Pile okay ? "
this time no choice sy have to answer , but we really dk what is pile ?
so we continue smiling and laughing and she asked back ,
what is pile ? LOL super paiseh .
and her expression was priceless.
then we continued laughing for the next 15mins nonstop .
until finally the teacher came in , and luckily it wasnt him .
so we had our proper lesson which was not bad :)
he's a nice guy . hahahsh
and he has prob pronouncing our names, which i had already thought of before the lesson start .
so i just told him to call me Selina . but Shiying dont have a Eng name
so i suggested to create one for her.
then just a random name called Alice came in my mind.
of course she doesnt want lah . hahas ..
in the end i told the teacher to call her shingz, which is what we sometime call her.
so we were told to do a short compo .
he is good at praising ppl LOL . our compo sucks but as a teacher he must praise us . hahahs

FUCK. i guess my hp is spoiling soon!!
just drop in the bathroom , wet floor .
and it even bounce up and drop again . OMG .
super shock to see the scene. :(

super irritated to see my brother. ZZZ
darn i still have maths question to ask him , but so irritated that i shld just forget abt asking him .
sometimes i pity him
but sometimes i just felt that he it serves him right for his stupid attitude that changes like the weather /. and its so irritating that i have to close the door ,
seeing him makes my anger up , i haven even include his voice , his way of speaking . _l_

urhh , so sucky . have to do pgeo project :(
plus , the factor im searching on wasnt found in internet.
then still have to produce quality work because all my mates seems to be working to so hard on this which i dont really know why .
today's lesson . there's so many things idk .
Phys making me so blur , POA too .
haishh , so stress in POA ,
ppl sitting beside me all understand what DK is trying to explain
but i sit there like in a different world.
all answers in ws are wrong .
and worst still , she explain the answer yet i still dont understand.
haish , i seriously hate POA more than Maths now.
ZZZ .
Eng was quite fun .
hahas, because sitting with Mz,Sy behind so was funny .
we keep doing stupid stuff.
but have to control laughter because class was so quiet .
Okay off to do hwk :)