Hoho ,
back from the camp !
20+ mosquito bite :(
hahha , mom so scared i tio some dengue fever or wad.
keep callin back and check if i go fever n stuff.

the camp was fun .
lots of games and stuff .
and instructors are all very funny .
so it was very cool !
except that , they say it will be very cold in the nite.
NOOOO.
so damn hot.
and we din get to play mud pool !
haishh
and i love kakyaking .
super fun man! :D

Haishh , SS sure fail oredi .
even the simplest qns. i can get it wrong .
i write so few. 805 oredi done 3 qns .
which suppose to write alot .
and i started slowing down ( my writing pace )
then ltr i almost cry out .
wads the point of me studyin so hard ytd ?
nth gain.
and i know i couldnt concentrate,
i was tinkin of other things.
and tis led to my result.
Dumb me ,
when i m tinkin those useless qns and angry things
but __ can make life so easy .

想了又想，
还是觉得 要不是因为_ _
_ _ 也不会变冷淡
我有时很想说我不要听了
但是我说不出口
是我的问题还是你呢？
我们好像真的不如从前
真希望你能听的到。

Standing on the line,
Falling any time.

Ytd went to eat choco buffet at Fullerton Hotel.
the place is so GRAND !
plus still got ppl playin piano all the time lor.
and service was good too. ( Of cox "good" service charge too)
and the things ..
wasnt that good.
not worth 32$ .
plus add all those stuff up , one person abt 40$ plus
really alot choco lahh
some still not bad
and the drinks oso not bad
but very fast full lor!!!
kk . upload phts next time!

today is the saddest day of our sectional.
Haishh .
all of our trumpet section (Except Hengjie) was crying.
it wasnt so bad at first one.
at first was jus we feel abit tired.
then Jolene told me she wanna to quit band.
she dont like trumpet..
then i was worried abt her.
i got tok to her , but maybe no use.
so when she went to band rm i tot hjie was jolene told me.
then we started discussin and stuff lor.
few mins later she started crying.
then Lynn oso cry .
haishh so i see huijia n wanxin was being with Lynn
i go acc Jolene lor.
then i tok to her lahh
she say she play until very lousy .
i was scared tt it was because jus now i keep tellin her to play louder
and she keep have tis tinkin that she play lousy
ya lahh , is true tt she din play the same standard as lynn
but she isnt lousy at all ,
i told her last time i was like her.
i dont like band. cox , most of the time i cant play
so sometime i make up excuses not coming .
but tings change if u put in hard work .
u will surely improve one lor.
then i see her cry i oso start crying. haha i like tt one lahh
then ltr hengjie came over and tap on us say jiayou , can make it one
i cry more.
cox if i cry i cant have ppl to encourage me one.
i will cry more. LOL. so i told her okkk stop sayin all those tings
makes me even wan to cry one .
then later i go over to lynn dere while huijia acc jolene.
wanxin was crying too .
and lynn was crying badly
the tears drop on the floor like hell lor..
then ya . i sit there n i started crying oso .
cox after all , i was bearing with it . after i told myself to
shut up n work hard for the next few days.
after i told myself tis , i haven cried for once because of band,
but today , cant oredi .
see my juniors crying like wad.
we all feel xing tong .
and i understand why wanxin cry. because of the new sec 1 ?
she was so good.
wx is jus worried abt .. ya .
so .. we sat there all very sad.
then after wx left. left me n huijia toking .
so we sit there and tok .
today dionysia came back. i bet she dont like to see us crying like wad.
but no choice. i really cant control ?
though i started laughin and tokin .
but after every min my tears came up again .
i really dk wad im crying abt..
then huijia started tokin to me abt her feelings , and she started to drop few tears.
but not as bad as us lahh ,
she manage to stop very fast. LOL
then we started to chat.
finally lynn look at us and stop crying .
then we tok abt our studies . and how last time we rebel Wijaya n Zhangyi .
then lynn finally tok to us.
and we ok ok lor .
bt jolene still not okay .
i jus hope she have more confidence
and drop of the quitting of band mind.
haishh ,
stupid SYF.

Sux.
serious headache in the morning.
Wthell lahh , i din bring my mens bag which will continue Panadol.
and sch doesnt give medicine -.-
so i have serious pain in my head
which makes me cry out whn Zyi say no medicine.
ZZZ!!
and tt stupid MDM LI.
wthell , as if we were her maid or wad
"You all should go learn how to use tis (Comp) ! "
LOL ! She is the teacher dont know how to use.
dont feel duilian at all ? tsk .
and i know she wanna to scold me for lyin on the table.
but too bad she dont know her name
haishh , Hq and Jackson quittin Chi Lit oredi
i will be bored in her lesson one .. :(
then coming down classrm tt time MsFong stop me.
and catch my hair and earring .
ahhh . LOL . she say i wearin PEARL earrin.
i oso hope im wearin one.
lazy to change earrin though .
and i dont have ear stud! ZZZ .
maybe i shld change back my smaller earring so wont get spotted easily.
Oh
Thanks Xinhua, for helpin check out medicine.

Laugh alot during the break to POA lesson.
with mz.
wthell . super funny lahh , have stomach cramp
we were imitating short tongue ppl tok (NO OFFENSE!)
in a more retarted and serious way .
sounds like there is no tongue though .
so it was super funny .
we were laughin insdie the classrm .
but the class was too quiet and MrsKang was there.
so we go out and laugh finish then come in.
but once we come in we started to laugh again.
and then we started singin
Ni Ke Zhi MACAU Bu Shi Wo De Ming (CHI LIT. )
in tt no-tongue way .
so it was very funny .
hahaa , then ltr went to band.
then found out tt alot ppl havin headache today ?
maybe because of the hot weather or stuff.

OKK. Sleepin soon .
so tired lor .
:(

Ytd ate Steamboat with parents.
at Bugis.
Tian Tian Steamboat .
Not nice one!!
LOL .
but nvm nice experience!

This morning break my small toes the nail
wthell!!
i was jus turnin frm my bed .then SCRATCH de sound.
i was shock and faster get up and see
and saw the nails came off. the whole thing came off lor!
i faster run to mom .
she jus ask me to use nail clipper to cut it off.
lucky no blood no nth .
Scared me lahh!!
then later went to Jp to eat KFC Breakfast with mom
walao stupid auntie lahh
i wan American Twister , then gave me Orignal Twister.
O.T got tomato inside one lor. So disgusting.
somemore dont have cheeze sauce. only have mayonize which i dont like.
WALAO .
then i feel sorry to mom .
cox i bought her waffle meal but it was student meal
i really din know it dont have egg one lor.
is jus a plain waffle ..
but i was super angry ,
i told her idk . then she keep on naggin non stop.
and i was already angry for the auntie who had gave me the wrong stuff.
plus i told her so many time i wan AMERICAN Twister!
and got one guy even ask her, u mark down american t. oredi ?
she say yes.
wtfuck . in the end gave me ORIGINAL . wth..
then i was angry lor. so i throw temper at mom .
and i make their tray super ugly .
i jus open up the powder and throw on the tray .
and the eggs tt fall frm my o.t is jus in a mess.
mygod. i feel tt i m such a bad person . LOL

then went shop ard with mom which then make my temper down .
then went to see perfume.
we spray so many on our body . LOL
which kinda of stink (to me) ?
but my mom claim tt the perfume smell so nice~~ .. i was like...
then all the perfume have very beautiful container.. WOOTS.
and my mom keep sayin tt she wan it for her bday
but she say dont need so ex one lahh .
then later we walk pass one shop
she say a old couple the porcelain .
then she ask me buy when her and dad the 25 anniversary came
wahh so many tings needa to buy lor!
i told her, i needa to save money for my laptop one .
then she got say , if Gvt gave money she will help me pay.
i say , jus offer $500 for me can oredi .
i wanna to buy the laptop myself. with my own money
then we went shop ard.
bought Macaron. and a box that is to keep my earing.

Yay ,
i have finally make up my mind .
i shall TRY to forget Him .
no matter wad . i mus do it :D
so yeap , i shall work hard to do it.
LOL .
i feel kinda weird to make such decision on V'sDay.
but nvm , it isnt a bad idea if it can make me feel happier rite ?

Thanks to those who gave me V'sDay present!
So sorry , cox i dont celebrate VDay with fren so ...
hahah , but mus still thankyou very much
Dedicate to :
Valerina: Card and Tolerone Choco.
Huaiqian! : Card :D
Wanxin: A card!
Hengjie: A balloon!! Huuu ! hahaha first time receive balloon
we were surprise by her present ,
cox still tot she wont give us anyting
and we were so jealous when Shiying n Jiyu receive their present frm their SL.
ahaha , but surprisingly we oso have!
Trumpet Section ! <33

Ytd was SYF Soundtrack day .
We had band till ard 545 pm .
and all the while , the rehersal was funny,
first time we werent so serious .
then we went for dinner , till 730pm
then move instrument to foyer at 745.
and first time Brazz Section got a very very good bus!
mygod. i love that bus man .
the chair still can lie(dk how to spell!) down .
and the chair still can move out , so that the spacin between 2 person will be bigger.
SUPERB man.
but hor , it was quite squeezy lahh , as in the 'passageway'
then at bus , hengjie revise with us the song and stuff.
then reach .
we cant be amaze by the ting there , cox it will make us be SuaKu.
haha , but cant help it.
it was very beautiful there,
they have a Very Big 'Chun' hang above. and is seriously very big.
ya and the design there was jus so nice.
ohh btw we went Singapore Conference Hall . Forget to say the location.
yea, then we sat at the waiting area cox our recordin time was 9 .
we reach quite early .
then we sat there blow with our mouthpiece.
again , laughin .
cox wanxin couldnt blow mouthpiece then keep have a very weird sound
wthell , i laugh like dk wad.
then finally reach 9 .
we went in .
the place was Not very very big.
but blowin at there is jus very COOL .
cox , there is a big echo . and the sound at there was jus good.
then ya we started playin . recordin for 1hr .
we played badly .
very badly.
i wonder if it was because ppl are scared
or because we jus had too much fun infront.
Charlotte cry and Hengjie jus good a very angry face and with a scary eyes tt look like wanna to cry.
haishh .
on the bus we were quiet . except for a few.
we said tt , we were not supportive enuf.
and whn we are playin . we were too loud .
lol , they still call us to use our stand to block our bells, cox we are really too loud.
then hjie was like , ya lah ya lah block us lah . LOL
quite funny though .
i really feel like sittin at the spectators sit and listen to how we play.
i really dont feel we playin too loud lor ?
mus let us go sit there and hear then we know. LOL
then ya , called Bro to drive me back .
on the way , he pick up 2 of his fren.
one claim to be French Horn player last time
and keep callin me Xue Mei .
then say wahhh . u got VDay balloon ahh .
LOL . sadly it wasnt from a guy okay .

Sad day . Im still not feeling well
Gray is a good colour that suits my mood for these days .
the first ting i wake up was to check my phone.
i saw a msg, but it was from xh .
haish ,
i know i shouldnt have a pin of hope.
but i jus can't get it off.
the image of him being thrown up keep appearin in my head.
whatever i did , i jus feel like crying .
i thought i did wake up and feel btr , but No.

i seriously feel like giving up already .
shall think about it .
but these few days i shall make myself busy , and stop thinkin abt "Why" qns.

Dk why , but Mz keep saying things that affect me ? LOL
ytd she said . YaLor ya lor , he din even look at you .
and said being single is good. which makes me think thoroughly abt this qns.
today she said. Haha , got ppl ask me out to Valentine's day leh .
and smiling at me so happily .
but , im not angry at her lah . cox i know she ... dont mean it ? LOL. i guess so .

but , now . currently .
im feeling btr oredi . shall be btr tml .
since tml is SYF Soundtrack thingy .
and we will be stayin up quite late (9-10 pm ! )
and i guess i will have alot of fun with val and frens.
i found one gd points being with them !
haha , is tt they are innocent. LOL . as in they wont tok abt guys .
esp when im (now) not in the mood of tokin abt Them .
so being with them is the good choice. LOL .
and they are jus Crazy ppl . :)

BITCHHH . Zzz .
Saw her face and blog .
My anger rose up .
ZZZ!!

Fuck.
want to know why im ignoring you ?
because u are such a Bitch.
dont think we are idiots , dont know what your blog is tokin abt.
pls think of what u have done before scoldin others.
ownself bitch still dare scold others?
LOL . i find is so damn funny.
i tot u will feel left out. but i guess you dont feel it AT ALL.

Transparent infront of GUYS.

You Just Go Die Man,
See your face wanna to Puke.
With ur stupid mouth appearing on phts.
Jus making me laugh louder,
and how frens ard me who are laughin abt ur phts.
Jus make me smile .

Accept the fact LeeQinPing.
Quietly work hard for these days.
Baxia!