Thursday, February 12, 2009
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5:09 PM
Sad day . Im still not feeling well
Gray is a good colour that suits my mood for these days .the first ting i wake up was to check my phone.i saw a msg, but it was from xh .haish , i know i shouldnt have a pin of hope. but i jus can't get it off.the image of him being thrown up keep appearin in my head.whatever i did , i jus feel like crying .i thought i did wake up and feel btr , but No.i seriously feel like giving up already .shall think about it .but these few days i shall make myself busy , and stop thinkin abt "Why" qns.Dk why , but Mz keep saying things that affect me ? LOLytd she said . YaLor ya lor , he din even look at you . and said being single is good. which makes me think thoroughly abt this qns.today she said. Haha , got ppl ask me out to Valentine's day leh . and smiling at me so happily .but , im not angry at her lah . cox i know she ... dont mean it ? LOL. i guess so .but , now . currently . im feeling btr oredi . shall be btr tml . since tml is SYF Soundtrack thingy .and we will be stayin up quite late (9-10 pm ! ) and i guess i will have alot of fun with val and frens. i found one gd points being with them ! haha , is tt they are innocent. LOL . as in they wont tok abt guys .esp when im (now) not in the mood of tokin abt Them .so being with them is the good choice. LOL . and they are jus Crazy ppl . :)BITCHHH . Zzz .
Saw her face and blog .
My anger rose up .
ZZZ!!