today is the saddest day of our sectional.
Haishh .
all of our trumpet section (Except Hengjie) was crying.
it wasnt so bad at first one.
at first was jus we feel abit tired.
then Jolene told me she wanna to quit band.
she dont like trumpet..
then i was worried abt her.
i got tok to her , but maybe no use.
so when she went to band rm i tot hjie was jolene told me.
then we started discussin and stuff lor.
few mins later she started crying.
then Lynn oso cry .
haishh so i see huijia n wanxin was being with Lynn
i go acc Jolene lor.
then i tok to her lahh
she say she play until very lousy .
i was scared tt it was because jus now i keep tellin her to play louder
and she keep have tis tinkin that she play lousy
ya lahh , is true tt she din play the same standard as lynn
but she isnt lousy at all ,
i told her last time i was like her.
i dont like band. cox , most of the time i cant play
so sometime i make up excuses not coming .
but tings change if u put in hard work .
u will surely improve one lor.
then i see her cry i oso start crying. haha i like tt one lahh
then ltr hengjie came over and tap on us say jiayou , can make it one
i cry more.
cox if i cry i cant have ppl to encourage me one.
i will cry more. LOL. so i told her okkk stop sayin all those tings
makes me even wan to cry one .
then later i go over to lynn dere while huijia acc jolene.
wanxin was crying too .
and lynn was crying badly
the tears drop on the floor like hell lor..
then ya . i sit there n i started crying oso .
cox after all , i was bearing with it . after i told myself to
shut up n work hard for the next few days.
after i told myself tis , i haven cried for once because of band,
but today , cant oredi .
see my juniors crying like wad.
we all feel xing tong .
and i understand why wanxin cry. because of the new sec 1 ?
she was so good.
wx is jus worried abt .. ya .
so .. we sat there all very sad.
then after wx left. left me n huijia toking .
so we sit there and tok .
today dionysia came back. i bet she dont like to see us crying like wad.
but no choice. i really cant control ?
though i started laughin and tokin .
but after every min my tears came up again .
i really dk wad im crying abt..
then huijia started tokin to me abt her feelings , and she started to drop few tears.
but not as bad as us lahh ,
she manage to stop very fast. LOL
then we started to chat.
finally lynn look at us and stop crying .
then we tok abt our studies . and how last time we rebel Wijaya n Zhangyi .
then lynn finally tok to us.
and we ok ok lor .
bt jolene still not okay .
i jus hope she have more confidence
and drop of the quitting of band mind.
haishh ,
stupid SYF.