Finally , i can online
stupid connection .
Sometime, im really impressed by how he did things
why can't i do it ? why he thought of it yet i din?
haish, i wonder without him .
my life would be so much more miserable i guess.
but with him , it wasn't always that nice too .

Today was a bad day.
Ya there was laughter. but it wasnt that fun as int the end we were scolded
i was so pekcek by that ShitFace
darn, like i did do smth that has made her angry ?
then like wthell , tok to her then give me that type of face.
other ppl tok then she laugh n smile
sibeh dulan lor! ZZZ,

Went sch for Maths and Band then SS again
we took taxi , rush to Jp , chiong-ing all the while just to eat PepperLunch,
hahs , lucky we wasnt late when coming back
then keep laughing during Fullband with Siman
shall not name the reason for it. but it was really funny lah
so in the end we got scolded . but only do pumping position no pumps.
went home carrying super heavy bags and my instrument
just hope someone would be at home , maybe waiting for me . or askin why take all this home
but the silent just make me feel scared or whatever bad feelings u can name it.
and idk why i cried?
i tink, i really like to cry alot. hahas . dk why
when SS was toking abt Catholics and Protestants . the Catholics's life really made my eyes wet with tears
and then while gg back home,
saw a Fucking old man keep pestering or rather abusing a cat.
the cat was like so poor thing lah! it was so scared, it keep walking and then turn back and look if he was following
and yes , he was following.
i feel like shouting at him , but i have no courage and went ahead.
and i feel like crying for that cat , and was worrying abt it.
haishhh , and i everytime suddenly dont feel like toking at all
its really not because im tired, i just dont feel like toking
and frens would be asking, why u ok or not? u tired ah ?
which i dont want to hear so i have to force out few words to show im okay
which is like, idk how to say it. Terrible? just feel very sian .


Anyw,
Maybe watching vids will help ? so i shall now go watch vids :)