a bad start of having parents meeting .
i tink i did quite well for L1R5? 20 marks. compared to last time . was like 25++
of cox i can do btr, but i was super upset/frustrated over my mom
whats wrong of me wanting to go JC ?
why can't i aim to go ?
why must she always look down on me for everything i does.
i really dont understand.
i almost cried walking back .
i stop talking to her, i guess she know im unhappy abt it.
who still cares abt breakfast that i shld be eating with her.
stay with one more minute means i will get hurt for that one more minute.
it really let me think abt whether i shld rethink abt gg JC shld be my correct aim ,
but what wanxin told me , has pulled me up again .
yea, i shld prove to her and not getting hurt by her comments.
these few days , i haven talking lesser and lesser with them .
practically nth .
i wanted to have a conversation with my mom , just like this morning.
but it just gets on my nerve.
i rather shut up and have a btr mood rather than getting angry .
whats more, she will scold and say i always gave them blackface .
though there's lots of things i wanna to talk to me , but i guess i chose to be quiet .

after that , went to SY hse. cox ltr go band.
watched You are beautiful . darn , what a good show hahahs.
so damn funny with a certain scene . and we were laughin like mad.
did abit of puzzle and was late for band.
Sorry to Wanxin!
during band, keep thinking abt that scene in the show.
can't stop am-chio to myself. hahahs .
can't wait to go home and continue the eps!

yupp . to my surprised there is ep8! WOOTSs
hahahs , happy .
but it ended so fast man . hahas, finish all and have to wait for next wk :(
and ya! LoveLikeThis-SS501 MV is out !
AHHH , JM is shuai with his shades man!
but sadly theres is very little scene of that.
keep rewatching and rewatching :)

(Edited)
I guess i choose to ignore already .
thinking abt it just bothers me
He say this and She say this.

just went for a run with Elora , :)
ahhas, but came home. mom cook all so delicious food
i have to resist the temptation!
like prawns all this , ahhh is all my fav! :(
but i have to resist it !
$$$ !
there's alot of clothes i wanna to buy ! but cant spend too much
since i m suppose to save money for my piano .
i wanna to buy it myself. not using my dad's money .
though he seems so willing to buy me one. but NO!
have to get it myself :)
order 1 shirt online , bt she wasnt ard. and i can't pass her the money
lost contact of hers too. sian!
maybe getting it back from my cousin so that i can contact her quickly
and buy it quickly

haha after reading Xh's post of borrowing korean books
i just rmb that i haven been copying down Jap books at all.
which i have promised myself to do so after exam.
im such a lazy bum !
kk , so many things to copy lah .
i still have lots of recipe to be copied to my new notebooks instead of sharing with my old diary. then still have Jap books.
ohh , headache.

Found out that these few days have been blogging alot!
okay off to dinner. PRAWNS!!~

confessed that i lost my shoe and shoe bag.
expected , i got scolded .
like wthell . is my fault ?
ZZZ
i also cant say i dont want to lend ,
and what , ask her to repay one ?
how am i gg to say all this out .
Darn ,
ya, im quite angry for her to lose it .
but after all then jiu sua lah .
its not like the shoebag is very ex or what . taken frm NTU .
like -.-
ya lah , the shoe is ex ; then i pay lah . ZZZ
she think im not angry and sad over losing my things ?
if i lose it myself i will let her scold. but the prob is . im not the one who lose it .
KNS .
hopefully i could still find it back

I hate it when my things are lost.
It troubles me for days .
ZZZ.



Ya. my shoes are lost.
its a new shoe, i guess i will get scolded by my mom
luckily it doesnt cost so much .
and the thing is i din lose it myself. i pass it to someone .
(kk , dont wanna to say anymore. )
but i wasnt angry , just hope that that someone will just help me to find it back .
rather than just anyhow saying a reason or smth :)


LoveLikeThis!
ahhh , SS501 new song .
i like their dance , dk why . but just find it nice!
finally have a new vid on them performing this song !
on MusicCore! Woots.
hopefully there will more new performances!
:D

You are Selfish.

Utterly Disappointment

Whats so wrong with them ?
i din throw a temper. i just get frustrated that i couldnt play a certain line for my scores
and they scolded me .
its my usual way of complaining my backpain .
i dont find my words have anything wrong .
and yet they scolded me again .
i push my chair backwards with a sound , and she said abt me
i know is some sort of vulgar or wad so ever. saying i gave them attitude
like wtf ?
the chair of cox got sound , i din even bang the door . i did nth ,
fine , its just my face. that leds to lots of misunderstanding .
i m not explaining anything .
watever.
i promise myself to do well in future , i will win him .
i know u look down on me, thinking i can't get in to JC.
but i will .

Today had band even though no sch today .
watch SS501 news today , so was abit late when i reach
played games in the morning then meeting then sectionals.
rush to Jp to eat PepperLunch , with Wanxin and Sy.
its really nice! Esp with the sauce.
then saw Sy's money on the table. acc wanna to tell her rmb to take one ,
but when i turn my head i saw the Korean Rest. was showing SS501 Vid/
LOL . so i totally forgotten to remind her.
so she forgotten to took her money , but luckily when gg back to take the $$ still there.
we took taxi to jp and took taxi leave.
took a taxi , the driver was a newcomer. unsure of the road.
but he sounds so pity . he said he jus kana fired by somewhere and so was here to drive taxi.
dont u think it sound sad ?
like why must old ppl get fired.
i really feel sad for it , but he was abit talkative lah so the way i answered him was abit.... ya.
so rush back to band again .
full band , so damn sleepy
then ltr , end .
we called MdmAzlina out , Shingyee bluff her say got band member injured
then she rush out of the room and we sang her HappyBirthday Song
and guess what was the news she return us with ?

She is Leaving!

like so damn sad!
me and Sy cried like dk what
she is such a good teacher, either to 2E or band . she always contributing and understanding so much .
and when we gave her a hug
we din mention abt last yr 2E
but she still rmb us, saying we are the first 2E ppl to know that she is leaving .
haishh , such a pity .
:( will always rmb her!

Finally today we sold our things!
but ya we couldnt sold all and i guess our website will not help . :(
is okay , at least today we din make a loss .
we earn profit ! woots!
thanks to Chinleng who has been great help to us .
if not , i sure die at writting names on the rice since im not a good writer at all.
hahahas , Elora likes YoungSaeng?!
okay im so so surprise.
but ya , think abt it . i tink she like those quiet quiet ones.. hahs
but she changes very fast. at first was like dk who de , but now is SS le
but okay good, next time chat we can chat more :D

Damn worried abt tml
PLEASE dont fail eng !!!!!!!!

and sian . its CCA again . :(

uhhhh!
i so hope i was in SS501Taiwan'sConcert!
JM sing TianMiMi , walao . so good lor
so accurate and so nice! WAHAHA.

Hope that when they come he will oso sing or sing other song oso can luh!

AHH~ SS501 new album coming soon!
REBIRTH
can't wait to see its release! Aww , so hot lah! hahas :D

ended thoroughly all the test.
hope i wont get bad marks for oral , because i really anyhow say!
the passage biggest mistake , last word was whispered to mother
and i said whispered to grandmother. ahhh ZZZ
was suppose to meet up with grpmembers and go artfriend .
but mz suddenly say cant go as she gg to visit grandma
so we change date.
tml will be doing experiment and reborn hair.
acc i really dont feel like reborn , as so troublesome
i forgot where she lived , but if i ask somemore abt the place.
my mom sure scold me, so i just pretend to know .
tml go find myself :(
and , fri gg eat sakura. my hair so look so bian de lor!
but boh bian , its been curling oredi . must well get it done now.

Yes! , finally it ends :)
though there's still oral tml but is okay . i not so stress YET .
shall go and find some other vocabs for Happy , Sad and blahh
because i dont want to be the one using happy 5-6 times !
Just did a fruit tart . with Sy , and Val ( left early later on)
haha Sy also left early , left me doing the rest.
but thanks to both of them , the tart taste good
i guess if im the only one doing it , it will be ruin man!
because they are so much experience than me .
so it came out to be good :)

shall go and listen to chinese songs now .
as will be gg to kbox sooner!
i can't wait to go too , even though i dont have any new songs now
but i just can't wait to go and sing :D

Yea, tml is Maths EOY and EngP2 .
Darn , i still dk so many things of Maths!
sort of quarrelled with him today, fighting for bathroom .
and so , i din really wanna to asked him , i dont want to plead him .
but . i really dont know how to do!
really very sad lor
ya , currently at AceLearning, learning CompoundInterest and blahhh .
TSK.
shall end here. trying to sleep early today , if not tml will be very blurish while doing exam.

:)
Change URL again . this time shall inform ppl
but since i din link ppl , its kinda of diff to tell .
anyw, today is Graduation Day .
have fun , touched by their presentation .
then have oral .
WTF >.< so diff lah!
there's this word that appears thru out the passage.
and we all dk how to read it.
ZZ!
and conversation was abt.
NKF and MingYiFaShi cheat $ or wad.
like wthell . so not related to us ?!
i really dont know why they wanna to do that , except for the fact tht they love money
and irresponsible to us and the sick ppl .
walao , supersian lor. Eng can't do well , now is Chi . ZZz
okay lah , at least today , i pass my maths paper! heheee
then went to eat lunch with Sy and Wx.
gossip abt teacher and someone , tt is disgusting .
have fun .
though i said i wanna to slim down , yet im eating again!
so went home and exercise.
dancing is a good exercise man! Sweat alot .

i guess our eyes met.
i regret for letting you know
if not i wouldnt need to hide away .

:) its the past anwy .
i will forget. or rather, i shld have forgotten.