Utterly Disappointment

Whats so wrong with them ?
i din throw a temper. i just get frustrated that i couldnt play a certain line for my scores
and they scolded me .
its my usual way of complaining my backpain .
i dont find my words have anything wrong .
and yet they scolded me again .
i push my chair backwards with a sound , and she said abt me
i know is some sort of vulgar or wad so ever. saying i gave them attitude
like wtf ?
the chair of cox got sound , i din even bang the door . i did nth ,
fine , its just my face. that leds to lots of misunderstanding .
i m not explaining anything .
watever.
i promise myself to do well in future , i will win him .
i know u look down on me, thinking i can't get in to JC.
but i will .