A tiring day as always :(

super sian in lesson .
no time to argue with my partner.
clit was like. super sleepy .
really sian siah ,
after tt went home , and watch vids to make me awake.
hahas , of course it does help !
thanks to leeteuk funny vid lahh , hahs
then went back to band again .
played with sec1s today .
someone was like. ZZZ , shall name the name here
but can say . everyone is so pekcek with that person
so we played games and ought to be high .
then full band. urhhh , back ache like hell .
and it was quite funny during wacko .
jiyu wanted to use my name , and i use his .
but in the end nv lah , cox he dont dare use a girl name
so in the end he change with max , hahas
all of us know whats happening only sec1s dk.
then finally band ends, and tml i still have.
haishh i super tired .
dont even have the mood to do anymore work .
sadly , i dont have headphones for psp .
meaning i will be bored during the waiting time of shinee's autograph session .
and i missed out today's high jump
totally forget abt it lah :(
SIANTOTHEMAX!

just a brief update of today because im running out of time !
i just came bak and bath finish only :( still got chem test needa to study
plus , i needa to chiong within 30mins like tt to finish it .
which i guess i wouldnt be able to do it .

had a highjump today ,
spend most of the time watching guys play /.
our pole is consider low, but i tink is quite diff already
almost sprained my ankle.
then blahhhh lessons all the way .
then , went for band .
had to leave early for tuition ,
today the sec1s come in . they have smelly legs?
cox after they came in our room is super smelly .
then after they left we have to open our windows and spray fresherner
so funny lor . hahas, but its really true .
then we leave for tuition .
chiong to there, din eat anything.
during lesson time heard Sy's stomach growl. hahahs .
then we ate Pepperlunch .
we sat there and chat and cried.
beside us was a bunch of males , got one guy keep lookin at me.
but i just can't stop , so is she.
so we chat like some ah-ma dropping tears while chatting .
and we are claim to be the
B.L Partner. hahahs , cant say the meaning here.

HAHA im so active in blog now .
had great fun at Wx house today to celebrate her bday (Advance)
we had pizzas and choco fondue ,
we played true or dare
and had great fun in " Iraq and USA War " hahahs :D
shall update phts/vids next time .

i totally fall in love with
LDH's solo - Beautiful &
LT's solo - Honey .
i couldnt stop listening and watching lt's vid!!

Hope everything will be successful later!!!
so excited that im gg to buy clothes later. hahahs :)

Is not the end of the world.
Haishh , but everything emotional is happening ard me.
im just first time encountering it.
what should i do ?
why must you cry infront me , that makes me hurt more.
i did rather not know , not hear anything about it .
in the end , i couldnt bear with my own emotions
and i let it down too .
thats because you cried.

i hate the state we are having .

HAHA. today is kinda fun i guess ?
i finally can jump high jump! LOL
actually that is only 0.8m and 1m . nth to be happy abt .
but compared to last time , yea i improved.
and it seems that tall ppl are finally useful in this sport. ahahahs .
but there is no difference for me since im a sportsnoob.
ended schh early today , went to borrow bks in MRL .
and we spend like 20mins plus at there reading . SILENTLY .
time just went pass so fast and we have to be in band room
and super sucky today .
suddenly everyone wanted Overture No.2 , i cant rmb what all of them wants
and worst still , the piece is called OvertureNo.2 but it wasnt in the library
until i call Mrwong and he find then he say the name was not this.
AS IF I KNOW!
i was rushing off already .
and Assistant not here today so i was super busy and messy.
luckily got helped from frens,
then i needa pass them score.
and Mrw gave that super unhappy face which makes me more stress
as he was waiting for me to pass it.
so i said sorry , dk if he heard it or not .
i dont really wanted to leave early today cause they are playing songs that i wanna to play .
its actually we all dont want to leave early .
its OvertureNo.2 lehh! the piece for SYF :(
but bohbian we gg to eat before tuition start so we left.
haisshh , of course he was unhappy that a grp of us is leaving .
yeapp , then off we went for our tuition .
hahas , started off funny .
dk why SY was banging her head on the wall and a angmoh (A.M) teacher saw it
then he walk pass her and talk to her.
then sy just smiling and nodding , obviously she dont understand what he was talking
so do i.
then we went in the room and keep talking abt what was he trying to say .
and we were worried that if he was our teacher , we would be dead since we dont understand
then suddenly he came in our room and said
" Is the Pile okay ? "
this time no choice sy have to answer , but we really dk what is pile ?
so we continue smiling and laughing and she asked back ,
what is pile ? LOL super paiseh .
and her expression was priceless.
then we continued laughing for the next 15mins nonstop .
until finally the teacher came in , and luckily it wasnt him .
so we had our proper lesson which was not bad :)
he's a nice guy . hahahsh
and he has prob pronouncing our names, which i had already thought of before the lesson start .
so i just told him to call me Selina . but Shiying dont have a Eng name
so i suggested to create one for her.
then just a random name called Alice came in my mind.
of course she doesnt want lah . hahas ..
in the end i told the teacher to call her shingz, which is what we sometime call her.
so we were told to do a short compo .
he is good at praising ppl LOL . our compo sucks but as a teacher he must praise us . hahahs

FUCK. i guess my hp is spoiling soon!!
just drop in the bathroom , wet floor .
and it even bounce up and drop again . OMG .
super shock to see the scene. :(

super irritated to see my brother. ZZZ
darn i still have maths question to ask him , but so irritated that i shld just forget abt asking him .
sometimes i pity him
but sometimes i just felt that he it serves him right for his stupid attitude that changes like the weather /. and its so irritating that i have to close the door ,
seeing him makes my anger up , i haven even include his voice , his way of speaking . _l_

urhh , so sucky . have to do pgeo project :(
plus , the factor im searching on wasnt found in internet.
then still have to produce quality work because all my mates seems to be working to so hard on this which i dont really know why .
today's lesson . there's so many things idk .
Phys making me so blur , POA too .
haishh , so stress in POA ,
ppl sitting beside me all understand what DK is trying to explain
but i sit there like in a different world.
all answers in ws are wrong .
and worst still , she explain the answer yet i still dont understand.
haish , i seriously hate POA more than Maths now.
ZZZ .
Eng was quite fun .
hahas, because sitting with Mz,Sy behind so was funny .
we keep doing stupid stuff.
but have to control laughter because class was so quiet .
Okay off to do hwk :)

Scary Truth , but perharps its better for you :)
it seems to happen in those "IF" qns that i will ask with frens ,
but yet it happen .
omg, it make me feel so disgusted when i know.
take back my words for scolding bitch early on .
its really complicated and scary , haishhhh .
how can things turn out this way ?

im so darn pekcek lah .
why all my family members agree to take the phone if they ever pick up one ?
i really couldnt tolerate.
they say if you ever lost your phone , tt someone tt picks it up wouldnt return you .
so why must you return ?
LIKE WTF .
ppl treat you this way and you have to do it back ?
its just returning the phone , an easy task .
whats wrong with returning the phone back ,
they even think this is the silliest way to do it.
just like tt time in Malaysia ,
this time in Shengsiong ,
lucky that cleaner said take it to the counter , if not my parents sure ask me to take it .
which i will not at all .
okay lah , i dont really trust the counter though .
but fine . jus assume that it will be save at there .

Does love change so quickly ?
zzz, i really hope he could stay strong ..
darn that bitch.

Excuses and Excuses .


Went for band today ,
super pathetic, only 21 ppl was here.
most of them have what orientating stuff lor ,
thought MrW will release early but still.. :(
lucky while having band , got Jolene beside lahh
at least im not so sian ,
i told her abt Yesung and "Yesung".
to my surprise she say got a little look alike . hahahs :)
after tt selecting which grp for ensemble .
our trumpet was selected .
because he says our face all look so sad ,
and say my face look so sick . LOL .
then huijia was telling us to join , so i shake my head.
in the end he selected us, because i say no .
so i say , I want !! . but he says it was too late . AWWw .
i tink Siman and my members will kill . SORRY LAH .
finally played DeepPurpleMedley . heheee so fun
even though it is very tiring but i still feel happy :D
okayy bahh , gg to sleep le . ltr still need practice piano .

See Through Your "Simple".
雨爱


hmm , dk how to say abt today ?
SS was super duper bored, mainly just copying
i nearly fall alseep lahh! because i have nth to talk to jasmine
and class are small so we can't talk too .
Maths did a ws ,
we are so enthu . hahas because of keryn i tink ?
taught YC maths. LOL , like so weird hor ? as in , shld be he teaching not me lah.
so , yupp , we did the ws all ,
then lessons continue on ,
POA was kinda fun , hahs .
i asked the wrong qns though , shld have ask if i wanna to be air-stewardess
what poly subj can suits me .
instead , i asked abt bakery .
okay lahh , i was quite interested in that one too .
i made up my mind to choose poly instead , but not the course yet .
after that , chat with them at staircase.
listening to their lovestories, make me feel like to be in relationship more.
but the word "Relationship" is jus so far away from me ,
abit bored though , cox their subj we are enable to get it .
so me and mz is abit like Bodyguard , as we are tall and following behind them
LOl.
Chi lessons were fun , listen to stories again . ahahs
then we rush out of Chi lesson just to get to see someone , but we missed it .
Sadded. hahas nvm bahhh ,. .
then we went Jp and make our registration .
Lol , Sy saw someone with white hair and call him EETEUK .
tht guy is like ugly de lor! Someone ET is not white hair T.T
we started looking at Vaness and Ken and Mingdao . hahahs , so funny lah
then when we are getting down the escalator.
if we are just 5sec later. we are caught in trouble.
because just when we step onto the grd , abt 5sec ltr,
the escalator stop , causing 1 woman almost fall down , which she manaage to hug her husband to support.
we consider ourself lucky , but still i m getting more scared.
because F.Destination are all like this.. alright shall stop here.
getting scarier. hahas ,
okay off to watch SweetHeart!

Whoohoo , just bought back a stereo ,
okay i still not sure if is called stereo ,
but yea , its for listening to music ! and have good sound :)
cost me $400 . spend myself de lehh ! hahas
i gg broke now lah,
offered to pay tuition $68 for myself
cox dont want to stress my parents.
they have been spending too much $$ on me.
alright today in sch , i have paid $2.50 for speaking in mandarin .
i can buy a plate of food man! hahas,
but bohbian lah , just like what i mention earlier post.
have to follow our promises.
it just serve as a lesson for me.
dk why i just feel like speaking chi today i can't control myself.
today we had high jump . so duilian ,
i so tall yet cant jump .
haishh no choice
LEEQINPING=SPORTSNOOB
yuppp .
alright , today we did an exciting stuff. which i shldnt mention here.
heheeee :) registered for tuition
but ... still having some prob.
ya thats all . so tired!

Fuck Off.


When words are spoken ,
When promises are made ,
When R&R are wrote down ,
they are meant to follow .
Stop acting ur F. Ignorant infront of me.
Tsk,

OMG . howhowhow ? i wanna to change my blog pht.
but photobucket has change function and idk how to use!!
:(
URHH , poa poa poa! Driving me crazy .
dk how to do siahh!!
though it seems so simple when DK explain , but whenever i start doing a new thing
it seems so different from what she explain .
when there's one question that idk how to do ,
i can't continue doing whatever T, P/L , B/S . ZZZ,
went to Putien today , its not really very nice
but it's always full of ppl .
wanna buy a Stereo , lol , izzit called a stereo ? okay whatever it is .
it just cost money ,
so im spending my scholarship money to buy .
so i can listen songs and do hwk well in future without using phone to play :)
was planning to save up the money for piano next time,
but i guess have to spend more than half of it le.
talk to Elora today ,
hahah she like SJ too!!! because i recommended her to watch EHB .
i asked her who she like , she said Yesung and Eeteuk
i was like , Shit . Yesung . cox she like Youngsaeng . is she gg to say they look alike ?
so i ask her if yesung look like youngsaeng ?
and .. she answered YES!! [.....]
okay lah , but she say he look like lee jun ki more .
i really dont find a common thing between two of them
except that there are both YS . URHH . nvm , i still like Yesung hhahas :)
alright . downloading songs , and will be off to study PGeo .
totally lost in lesson , and like what. she's gg into a new chap again !
totally dont understand anything .

Trying my best to follow my own R&R

YESUNG IS NOT THAT BAD! ACCEPT THE FACT MAN!
ahhahs ,

okay im uploading my blog more because of 1 of my loyal fan. ahhas
today went swimming with sy,val,wx
BADTHING happen. omg.
that is the most embarrasing thing that happen in my almost 16 yrs of live.
of course i wouldnt say it here.
they taught me how to swim , and nearly the end i got it a bit
of cox i drank lots of "water" , which makes me so full.
and i got darken! :( in just an hours time.
after tt got my money!! hahas, happy :)
met ppl at there too
then rush to NP to meet , xh.sy.wx
had a look ard, quite interested in Tourism that course.
but need 10marks! if i gotten 10marks i guess i will go JC . Lol .
after tt we ate our early dinner and went to SY hse.
we watched SJ's Mystery. so damn scary! we sit close close to each other
quite scary . so we watched GoongT to help our scary feeling
after that watch short clips of SJ ,
hahs , they were laughing like hell of Yesung. hahas
poor thing. ( LOL OPPS . i also laugh but wasnt like them okay! ) ahhas
and some leeteuk stuff. LOL SY was like . he not bad man! first time she's saying this type of stuff .
haha okay . "quarreling" with them on MSN now hahas !

hahahs this pht is disgusting rite?! LOL , they still bluff me i look like SNSD while they are editing. hahahs !

was suppose to wake up 820am to watch songfestival
but i just slept bak!
hahas, so woke up at 920am , important thing is that i am not late for our meeting.
but, the songfestival show was still on , so i watch abit
in the end i was still late to meet elora ( she came first)
unable to contact xhui cox her phone was off,.
we were very anxious . finally . she woke up .
and came at 12pm! LOL . its already noon.
we chat and take lots of phts in KFC
spend abt 4-5hrs at there .
hahas, her phone so cool man! and do alot of stuff..
haish.. when can i change my phone? :(
chat alot of stuff on idols . hahas
yay, same with elora , that we like SS501
same with xhui , that we like Suju (EH,DH,LT) !!
then i left early because wanna to be home to watch vid.
since sch is reopening soon , i dont have much time to spend on comp
so have to chiong vid. hahas :)

PD FASTER COME! .
ZZZ