today there's no lesson ,
listen to some resilience talk but we were playing with hall's sweetwrapper instead.
then we had buffet ,
hmm.. nth special . but still not bad lahh
then lesson time had to write letters to ourself
but it became most of us asking frens to write letter .
and we spend alot of time writting letters to frens.
idk why i feel so sad suddenly while writting minzhen's letter and i cried badly .
but not because i miss minzhen lahh . hahas
i wrote others first too ,
cox it suddenly remind me of sec2s life and stuff.
sec2 we also had the same activity ,
but it was so different. i sort of close with most of the ppl in my class
i walk ard asking almost all to write my card.
but now its so different,
they seems to be stranger except for my own clique.
and it has already pass 1yr and 2mths,
i kinda regret for not bonding well with my classmates though .
and suddenly i thought of gg to leave my clique and go other sch .
probably we will lost contact , just like most of the ppl does.
we can no longer
laugh and talk in class.
slack and play bingo in class.
fight and bicker in class .
asking if question will become a difficulty too .
haishh , all these will soon become memories that i dont wanna to lose.
i sort of control myself abit already
but once class was dismiss,
i went out , i saw minzhen's face again .
and started to cry again .
ahhas , idk why her face give me a sad feeling .
probably i will always miss her .
how we dont listen in PGeo class AT ALL and laughing at super lame things that no one understand us .
we invent songs and nickname all the times .
i might failed to be a good friend to them
i dont why i can't control my feelings.
my mood changes quickly which i know it was irritating .
i know i will regret next time if i dont treat them well now ,
so i have to.
no matter what , i must be able to control my feelings.
Fuck , LQP ;

on bus met a stupid woman .
Sy only accidentally knock onto her shoulder .
and wtf ? she at there making a fuss,
shouting at her saying what so rude. its painful .
its not like Sy din say sorry or bang onto her purposely .
she din see ahlian before so she come bully us izzit .
so damn angry .
she thought she was still living in some dynasty being princess ?
can't touch her at all ?
then she did better wrap herself up like a mummy or smth
so that everyone can live her far away , and she won't have to worry ppl banging onto her.